From mummy to baby

Baby baby, today you are 4 mths old and it is also mummy and papa 10 year anniversary.

Last year this time, you are still in mummy's tummy but today, here you are giving me sleepness night & headache, refusing to take your bottle, refusing to take your nap and a whole long list of things you do or not do that makes me angry with you.

Oh gosh, do I ever regret having you, I would be lying if i say no. but of course, that thought only last for a short while, very short while, never more then 3secs. Its just a zoom into my mind and out it goes.

Why do I have that thought is because mummy cannot go out like before. Mummy cannot play mahjong, cannot go out for supper and mummy figure upgrade by 1 size.

but all this unhappiness disappear after seeing you. You wash away mummy pain and unhappiness.

Baby, mummy wants you to know that papa and I will always love you...muck..